Today, my wonderful Anatolian Shepherd (who was part of my life for almost thirteen years) died peacefully in my arms. She had just been diagnosed with bone cancer.I made the decision many years ago that I would not let her deteriorate or go through any unnecessary pain when there was no hope of her getting better. So there was no inner struggle or conflict about knowing what needed to be done.
She was happy to the end - still guarding the house with vigor.
Izzy had an astonishing talent for friendship, was fiercely maternal and powerfully confident in her role as a guard dog - a job she took very seriously. She adored babies of any species: cat babies, dog babies, human babies.... it didn't matter. If she encountered a baby all she wanted to do was be with it and protect it and take care of it.
I want to say right here that I am grateful beyond expression to all the wonderful doctors and other staff members of Woodland Central Animal Hospital who loved her too, praised her lavishly and gave her the very best of care from the moment she was brought in as a rescue until she breathed her last.
Finally, to those who have been so supportive of me today through emails, phone calls, prayers and presence, thank you. I feel surrounded by care and compassion and sympathy in the very best sense of that word.
I'm going to rest for a while now.
With love to you all,
Ellie
So sorry about your loss. It always hard to lose a loved one. You're in my thoughts and prayers today.
ReplyDeleteSending condolences as you mourn the loss of your beloved Izzy. She looks so content in this photo. Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeleteJo Ann
I'm so sorry about Izzy. I remember her well. I've lost many wonderful dog friends and I know exactly how you feel. But besides the terrible pain of loss there are so many wonderful memories that last forever.
ReplyDeleteEllie,
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you as you feel the loss.... those furry family members are so special. Izzy is starting a new journey.....and so shall you. Peace and comfort be with you.
Sincerely, Gabe Horn
Ellie,
ReplyDeleteI read about Izzy over at the MP's. She was a beautiful girl, without and within, and you were right not to let her get to the point of pain and suffering, but I know that does not lessen the pain you feel. My thoughts and prayers are for you this evening and you will remain there for the weeks to come.
My deepest empathy for you and your loss.
ReplyDeleteJim Christjohn